I like this guy. We’ve known each other for 4 years now. MashaAllah. Last night i was missing him A LOT. I’ve moved abroad and its going to be a year. After I moved it changed US a lot. Both of changed our priorities. Did things we knew the other person hates. He says he has no hope. I asked him why do you talk to me? He said because I love you. I know he does. I know it. Deep down. But I want him to show it to me! To express love to me. I want to change him. Change him to MY S*****. I want to apologize to him for everytime I’ve hurted him. I want to trust him and I’m trying to. But its hard because distance matters a lot. Just want to tell him that I want US to try again to work it out. I miss you. Wish you were here..